The Quiet Work of Becoming Useful

On cherry blossoms, personal transformation, and the quiet discipline required to stay useful in a changing world.

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Over the past six months, I’ve been thinking a lot about transformation—personally and professionally. Giving up alcohol, focusing on my health, and rebuilding discipline through running and strength training has changed how I think about growth and momentum. Still Useful begins with a simple question: how do humans remain valuable in a world increasingly shaped by intelligent systems?

Every so often the world shifts just enough that you can feel it happening. Lately, that change feels faster and more consequential than usual.

Where I live in Washington, D.C., spring often arrives slowly. At first the change is subtle: a few warmer afternoons, longer evenings, the quiet return of people lingering outside a little later than usual. Then, almost overnight, the cherry blossoms appear and the entire rhythm of the city shifts. Streets fill with tourists looking upward. Cameras and selfie sticks emerge. Conversations soften to a faint hum as everyone pauses to take in the same fleeting spectacle.

The blossoms are beautiful partly because they don’t last. For a brief stretch each year they remind us that transformation—sudden, visible change following long periods of quiet preparation—is simply part of how the world works.

Lately I’ve been thinking a lot about transformation. Personally, professionally, and culturally, it feels like we’re living through a periods of time when several layers of life are shifting at once. Global spheres of influence are evolving. Technology is accelerating. Work is being reorganized around new tools and systems. The skills that once defined expertise are being reconsidered in real time.

On a more personal level, over the past six months I’ve been going through a quieter kind of transformation of my own. I stopped drinking alcohol and began paying closer attention to my health. I started running, lifting weights, and—sometimes imperfectly—trying to take better care of both my body and my mind. It may not make for a dramatic before-and-after story, but it has fundamentally changed how I think, how I work, and how I approach life’s challenges and opportunities. It’s hard to see at first, but small changes compound faster than we expect.

Removing something that has become a vice from daily life forces you to confront habits you didn’t realize were habits. Exercising with intention reveals limits you once assumed were fixed. Both require something that turns out to be surprisingly difficult, especially as we age: belief in the possibility of change. Not belief in grand outcomes or perfect discipline, just the quieter belief that improvement is still possible. In that sense, it’s never too late to set new goals or revisit old ones.

This year also happens to be the Year of the Fire Horse in the Chinese zodiac. As someone born under the horse sign, I’ve half-jokingly convinced myself that this might be my year. I don’t actually believe the zodiac determines outcomes, but belief has a funny way of shaping behavior anyway. In my case, it’s been a useful reminder that change is often the result of small decisions repeated over time. When you start acting as if change is possible, you begin making decisions that slowly move you toward it.

When you start acting as if change is possible, you begin making decisions that slowly move you toward it

The irony is that even as life feels busier than ever—between work, responsibilities, and the constant pull of modern life—I still find myself wanting to spend whatever time remains doing something useful. Not useful simply in the narrow sense of productivity or efficiency, but in a deeper way: thinking clearly, paying attention, and trying to understand what remains distinctly human in a world increasingly shaped by intelligent systems.

That’s the idea behind this project. Still Useful is a place to explore a simple question: how do humans stay valuable in an age of machines? Some answers will come from work. Some from technology. Some from culture. And some, like the cherry blossoms each spring, will come from noticing the quieter transformations already happening around us. If nothing else, it also gives me somewhere to put the growing collection of thoughts that seem to be accumulating in my head about work, technology, and the strange moment we’re living through.

The last six months have reminded me that transformation rarely announces itself. It begins quietly—in small decisions, new habits, subtle shifts in how we spend our time and attention. Eventually those small changes compound, and one day you look up and realize the season has changed. That you yourself have changed.

If there’s a lesson in that, it’s this: usefulness, like the beauty of spring itself, is something we cultivate long before it becomes visible.

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